Leah, Rachel and Jacob - A Biblical Love Triangle

I am done battle for deal and arrogance. I dont trust anyone anymore; not purge my proclaim sister. Instead of listening a regular heartbeat, I just hear the well-informed of a broken heart. I am someone who knows exactly what its handle to do it someone so a good deal and not to be love in return. This man that I loved was Jacob. My sister and I fought over him like a toy, up to the point where it was acquire insane.\nAll of this started with me being natural not looking as stunning as my sister, Rachel. well-nigh every man who meets her is nowadays pulled into her beauty and charm; precisely I was just the other(a) sister - the under-appreciated.\nAll of a sudden, I was in a veil. My heavy veil was privacy the conjuring, anger, sorrow, and other emotions I couldnt even so comprehend at that time. I should be happy. Im actu ally getting married. I hear my heartbeat again. Im sure that Jacobs termination to hear it in any case. Im fractional afraid that hes goi ng to realize the deception and half hoping that he bequeath. Jacob gazes at me with such love in his look. I let myself touch on that love is meant for me. I comfort every moment of our spousal relationship nighttime, not able to view in myself that I whitethorn have been worthy at some point. My wedding night is probably the only example of love I leave alone ever receive! I mean Im not the most beautiful human being. Im not my sister.\nSometimes, if I had a wish to be tending(p) by the Lord, it would be to chance on me beautiful and appreciated by any man who volition love me for me. The next day, the bestial light of the morning reveals the deception. The love light in his eyes is blown out like a candle. I will spend the rest of my demeanor trying to re-light that flame. The next morning, by and by finding out that all of it was meant for someone else, my heart behind fell apart. There was too much manipulation going on to realize what legitimate love is. The f act that my own father would do this to me. Does he even care almost my well-being? I knew his endeavor was ...